Well, I've been told by some people that me these days is kinda lame because everything I wrote, everything I tweeted, everything I talked, is about fangirling things. Maybe people think I should be more mature. I should care about something more useful. Because I'm not a 17 years old girl anymore.
Oh well, sorry if I'm not cool enough.
I do care about other things. I do have a dream. When I'm surrounded by my friends, I never talk about these fangirling things with them. We will talk about other things. I can even say I never ask them to like the things I like. When I tweeted or write about them, that's because I'm enjoying them all alone. I probably sound always exaggerating things when I write or tweeted about my fangirling, but hello... I've been on Twitter and blog for almost three years. Back then I only wrote about my daily life, and I couldn't find something more interesting to write about. Why should I fake myself by writing some awesome stuff while I don't really care about them? And I don't think my life is that interesting to write about. I mean, you expect me to write something like, 'I'm eating now,' or 'I'm so thirsty, now,' every day?
I write something that I care about, and the things I care about the most are family and friends. I always have good times while writing about them. Now, I care a lot about those Japanese idols. I actually love them, and how could you ask me to stop writing about things I care about, I actually know? There are friends of mine who always write about football, we can say that s/he's almost like me, just different subjects. But people don't mind that. But what's so different with the subject I write? Call me immature. I'm fine with that. This is me. If you don't like it, I don't really care either.
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Wow, I wrote this last night, and apparently, this post sounds very annoying. Ha ha ha... anyway, I've felt better now. Not everything you read is the reflection of my real life, okay. The image I want to put when people read my tweets or blog is: I'm a fangirl. That's all. So that's what you got. If you want to judge me, you better try to read my mind.