Stop Sharing

Apparently, knowing that you have always been considered as a burden by someone you love is really hurt. But then again, there is no one to be blamed except me for being a burden. And lately, even when I shared my anxieties and sorrows, it will become a burden too.

I wanted to be heard. I wanted someone to comfort me when I shared those sufferings, but what I got is a warning not to be weak and insecure. Sufferings, after all, should be kept to ourselves, right? No one should be burdened by our problems because they have enough on their own.

So, I don't want to be a burden. I don't want to cause sadness and sorrow. And if by keeping all my problems and anxieties to myself will make the world around me happier, then it's okay for me to let all these thrashes get rotten alone inside of me.