An Ending. A New Start.

"Do you still love him?"
I do.

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"How much?"

Still as much as the first time I fell for him. Nothing's changed about my feelings to him.

"Why did you take the decision that will hurt both of you?"

We're no longer highschoolers or youngsters. It's not about the relationship anymore. It's more than just that. I want to set him free, set myself free.

"How much he means to you?"

Honestly, he's the first person whom I ever have a real relationship with. I felt the deepest feeling towards him, but we can't continue like this. At least, I can't. Honestly, I'm the type of person who needs affection and attention the most from someone I love, and I know he has more important things to do than just taking care of me. I don't want to be selfish and ask too much from him. I think the best way is to set him free.

"Don't you regret it? If you really love him, you should stick together with him no matter what.."

I thought I regret it at first, but it has happened. We both have made the decision. It may sounds cliche, but I believe that if we are meant to be together, we will eventually find each other. Allah has His own way for us. I will just believe in that.

"Do you have any last words or wish for him and the two of you after this story ends?"

Take care of yourself, take care of your health, eat regularly, have confidence in yourself because you are worth more than you ever thought, I'm sorry if I ever did you wrong, and thank you for everything you've done. I'll keep them in my heart. I wish we both will find each other in the end. And if we don't, I wish that both of us will end up with the right person. I wish we can laugh together in the future when we look back to our past. To the present.

And the story ends here. Thank you for everything. May Allah always be with you, and I'm sure He will. :')