I'm so lame. I don't even have a life.

Well, I've been told by some people that me these days is kinda lame because everything I wrote, everything I tweeted, everything I talked, is about fangirling things. Maybe people think I should be more mature. I should care about something more useful. Because I'm not a 17 years old girl anymore. 

Oh well, sorry if I'm not cool enough.

I do care about other things. I do have a dream. When I'm surrounded by my friends, I never talk about these fangirling things with them. We will talk about other things. I can even say I never ask them to like the things I like. When I tweeted or write about them, that's because I'm enjoying them all alone. I probably sound always exaggerating things when I write or tweeted about my fangirling, but hello... I've been on Twitter and blog for almost three years. Back then I only wrote about my daily life, and I couldn't find something more interesting to write about. Why should I fake myself by writing some awesome stuff while I don't really care about them? And I don't think my life is that interesting to write about. I mean, you expect me to write something like, 'I'm eating now,' or 'I'm so thirsty, now,' every day?

I write something that I care about, and the things I care about the most are family and friends. I always have good times while writing about them. Now, I care a lot about those Japanese idols. I actually love them, and how could you ask me to stop writing about things I care about, I actually know? There are friends of mine who always write about football, we can say that s/he's almost like me, just different subjects. But people don't mind that. But what's so different with the subject I write? Call me immature. I'm fine with that. This is me. If you don't like it, I don't really care either.

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Wow, I wrote this last night, and apparently, this post sounds very annoying. Ha ha ha... anyway, I've felt better now. Not everything you read is the reflection of my real life, okay. The image I want to put when people read my tweets or blog is: I'm a fangirl. That's all. So that's what you got. If you want to judge me, you better try to read my mind.

It feels so good...

... to watch the stars and the moon in the early morning while enjoying the fresh air. Really, it feels so good. I did it this morning. I did it in some previous mornings too. And I always feel good every time I do it. So, after sahoor today, I went to the outside of my house and found that there was one crescent in the sky. It was still too early and the sky still dark. There was one star that accompanies that beautiful crescent. It was beautiful scenery. I put my headset on my ears and turned on my mp3 in the highest volume, I was listening to some ballad songs. And it made me feel really calm. Enjoying nature with music on your ears will boost your mood up. It's like the positive feeling was filling your body at the moment. I was staying outside, standing, and sometimes walking back and forth in my house's yard, was still looking at the sky. Slowly the darkness turned to bright and reddish color began to paint the sky. The sun began to rise. It was beautiful. Really... And I saw some little birds were flying in the sky.

I thought, "it must be good to be a bird now and being able to fly in this beautiful morning sky. Flapping your wings while breathing the fresh air around me. It must be good to be a bird now..." I was all smiling while enjoying the morning.

This is the picture of the starfruit tree in my house's yard. It has been there since I was really small. I think it has been there since I haven't been able to remember things. When I was younger, I always climbed this tree. When I felt bored at home, I would climb up this tree. When I needed a place to hide when I played hide and seek with my friends, I would climb this tree and hide up there. I don't remember since when I stopped climbing this tree. When I entered Middle School maybe? I was a good climber. But now when I look at this tree again, I'm not sure whether I still can climb it or not. It's not as high as I thought it was, maybe because my body has grown and I'm much taller than the old me who always climb that tree years ago.

Back then, I wasn't scared of anything. The last time I climbed up a tree was in Rihlah Mabit 2010, hahaha. Sometimes I feel like I want to climb this tree again, but then I will remind myself that I'm not a kid anymore. Plus, there are many people passing by in front of my house. If they saw a 19 years old girl climbing the tree, what would they think? What if I fall? I don't want to get hurt. That kind of thought always fills my mind. Being an adult is really troublesome sometimes, hahaha...

Watch it, Please!

My favorite character in  Japanese dorama so far: Maruyama Shu. Played by Yaotome Hikaru. Drama: Kinpachi Sensei 7. He never failed to make me cry in every episodes.

Maruyama Shu: Before...

Maruyama Shu: After...

Definately one of the best dramas I've ever watched!

Easy Come, Easy Go - NEWS (Lyric and Translation)

Tari recommended this song to me when I asked her which song from NEWS that she thinks is the best, and this song is on the list. After I listened to it, I'm in love with it immediately. I always love the song about friendship and Easy Come Easy Go is one of those songs that I will listen over and over again. It is so catchy.

Easy Come, Easy Go

Ima wa tsurakutemo itsuka wa nagashita namida ni 

Even though it's tough now, someday to those tears we cried, 

Let's say waratte Have a Nice Day!!!

let's say smile and have a nice day!!!

Kyou wa tenshon hikui yo na? 

Today the tension is low, isn't it?

Yana koto attara Tell me now

If there's something you don't like tell me now

Uchi ni chotto konai ka? 

Won't you come over to my house?

Harawatte asa made hanasou

Until we can sort it out, let's talk until morning

"Kokuhaku wo shitanda..." Kotae wa sono kao mitara 

"I confessed..." I knew the answer when I looked at that face, 

wakanda yo You're my friend

do you understand you are my friend

Nanben datte Keep going 

How many times have you keep going

Kondo wa chotto gouin ni

this time it was a little forceful

Oi chotto mate yo moshikashite mou akirameta no?

Hey, wait a minute, could it be that you've given up?

Nakitai toki ni wa gaman nanka suru na yo 

When you want to cry don't try to hold it in

wakanda yo You're my friend

do you understand you're my friend

Sou koukai saki ni tatazu gamushara ni naru no mo sou warukunai

That right, without standing before regret, even becoming reckless isn't so bad

Datte tatta ichido no jinsei hora ore nara itsudemo soba ni iru kara

Since we only have one life and look, I will always be right next to you

Hey!

Easy Come, Easy Go

Yume datte koi datte akirametara soko de oshimai

For dreams and even for love when you give up that's the end

Easy Come, Easy Go

Ima wa tsurakutemo itsuka wa nagashita namida ni 

Even though it's tough now, someday to those tears we cried, 

Let's say waratte Have a Nice Day!!!

let's say smile and have a nice day!!!

Saiki genki ga nai yo na? 

Lately you don't seem too happy, do you?

Shokuba de dekkai hema shita no?

Did something big happen at work?

Joushi ni shikararete douryou ni warawarete

Scolded by your superior, laughed at by your co-workers

Jibun wo shinjirarenakute mirai ga fuan nandaro? 

You don't believe in yourself, and you're probably uneasy about the future?

Denwa no koe dake de wakaru yo You're my friend 

With just the voice a the phone call, do you understand you're my friend?

N~Koukai saki ni tatazu nageyari ni naru no mo wakaru kedo

Without standing before regret, I understand you may become careless but

Motto kata no chikara nuite 

Just put forth a little bit more strength in your shoulders,

hora ore nara itsudemo soba ni iru kara

look I will always be right next to you

Hey!

Easy Come, Easy Go

Mune hatte koe hatte akiramenai koto ga juuyou

Stick out your chest, let out your voice, not giving up is the most important

Easy Come, Easy Go

Ima wa kurakutemo itsuka wa hikari ga mieru yo 

Even though it's gloomy now, someday you'll be able to see the light,

Let's say waratte Have a Nice Day!!!

let's say smile and have a nice day!!!

Tabi wa kokokara tsuzuite yuku yo

Our journey continues from here

Namida wa kitto ne ashita no eiyou ni narunda yo Yeah Yeah!

Tears are sure to become our nourishment for tomorrow Yeah Yeah!

Hey!

Easy Come, Easy Go

Mune hatte koe hatte akiramenai koto juuyou

Stick out your chest, stick our your voice, not giving up is enough

Easy Come, Easy GoIma wa kurakutemo itsuka wa hikari ga mieru yo

Even though it's gloomy now, someday you'll be able to see the light

Hey!

Easy Come, Easy Go

Yume datte koi datte akirametara soko de oshimai

For dreams and even for love, when you give up that's the end

Easy Come, Easy Go

Ima wa tsurakutemo itsuka wa nagashita namida ni 

Even though it's tough now, someday to those tears

Let's say waratte Have a Nice Day!!

let's say to those tears we cried, smile, and have a nice day!!

English trans: aitamashii.livejournal.com

It's time for Friends

Betsfriends will always be Bestfriends...

Two weeks ago, I met Ema, Vina, and Kartika. We had fast-breaking together at my house before we headed to Pejaten Village and watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. It's been quite a while since we met up. I'm glad that although we don't see each other as much as we used to be, because of everyone's activities, we still always manage the time to meet. We also always celebrate everyone's birthday together. They are truly my best friends ❤

Star Time gathering shop and new friends...

Last week, I went to the Star Time shop gathering with Tyas. Star Time shop is a fan online-store for Johnny's Entertainment merchandise in Indonesia. Last week was their anniversary and they invited a lot of their customers to join a little party to celebrate it. Because the theme was Hey!Say!JUMP, I immediately agreed when Muthi, my online friend, asked me to go there with Tyas and her. That was also the very first time I met Muthi. She's a university student in UI in the same faculty as Tari and Tyas, so yeah, Tari knows her :3. She's a fan of Arashi and other JE boys. I've been talking to her for a few months through Twitter and BBM before we finally met. She's a very cheerful girl. She could get along with everyone really fast. I also met Ashasy at the gathering. She's a high school student I knew from Twitter. We talked a lot on Twitter because both of us are fans of Hey! Say! JUMP. Actually, I've met her at Gelar Jepang UI before, but all we did when we met was glanced at each other, hahaha. None of us braved enough to greet each other properly because we were too shy :P But at the Star Time gathering, we finally shook hands and we started talking to each other a lot ^^ Yay, I've made new friends, thanks Japanese fandom~

Reunion with some of Mabit Friends...

Last Tuesday, I had fast-breaking with Bunda Dewi, Mia, Molly, and Tyas. Oh my God, we hadn't met for a few weeks. I'm so glad that I met them. I had a good time whenever I'm with my Mabit friends. Of course, Mia and Molly never failed to make me laugh with their absurdness 😆 On Wednesday, me, Bunda Dewi, Mia, and Molly went to Metro TV studio to watch Kick Andy live. It was all thanks to Molly and the kindergarten where she's working now. I can't believe that she's a teacher for playgroup and kindergarten kids now. I'm so proud of her ❤❤ The teachers from that kindergarten allowed us to watch the tapping of Kick Andy. The episode that we watched will be aired on September 1st. Btw, the theme of Kick Andy was about the great people behind the world of health. And those people were all women. Anyway, we got new books for free and we learned a lot from the show. Moreover, I'm so glad that I met them and had great times. 

This week I will have another fast-breaking with my friends. On Friday, I will have a reunion with my high school friends at Ancol beach. It's been almost two years since I graduated from high school. I can't wait to meet those freak awesome people again. I wonder how much they have changed since graduation times.

On Saturday, I will have a fast-breaking with Mabit Big Family. Yaaay... I'm sooo looking forward to this event too because a lot of people from Auxiliary and Aroma will come. I bet it will be fun to meet up with them again 😆

Friends, their existence in your life is amazing, right? ❤

Congrats, Kisumai!

After waiting for years to debut, you guys finally made it! Kis-My-Ft2 has officially debuted on August 10th, 2011 (the same day as Yuto's birthday!!) Congratulation. :D

I'm not a big fan, I can't even name every member in Kis-My-Ft2. I only know Yuta Tamamori because he played in Gokusen 3 SP with Yuya Takaki, and Taisuke Fujigaya, because his image when I first saw him in Shounen Club was scary, that's why I kept my eyes on him, lol. He looked scary with long wild hair, but now he has this short simple awesome hairstyle for his role in Ikemen Desu Ne. Yeah, the lion has turned into a cute cat 😆

I don't know their previous songs before they debuted but I have to admit that their debut song, Everybody Go, is so catchy. It's really good. Of course, all Johnny debut songs are always good, but Everybody Go is one of the best I've ever heard. And the PV is really awesome too, although they are way more unfair than Hey! Say! JUMP. There are 7 members but the ones who actually sing are only 3. The 4 other members were just dancing in the background like Juniors dancing for their senpais. Oh please!

Well, I hope that's because this song is the soundtrack of Ikemen Desu Ne where Taipi and Tama-chan are starring, so they decided to focus on those two. I hope they won't be this unfair in their next singles, album, etc 😉

Btw, I have this weird feeling that they will become something big in the future. Weird, because I'm not a fan, and having that kind of thought about something you are not a fan of is kinda weird. Maybe I started liking them a bit? Or maybe because Everybody Go's first-day sale is quite incredible? 

Congratulation, Kisumai!

Happy Birthday, Yutorin! (18)

Dear Yuto...

You are 18 years old now. I wish nothing but tons of luck and happiness for you. Oh, would you stop hitting people around you? They're not a drum LOL! But, I would gladly lend my body to be your drum, though (this sounds so wrong, but trust me, I didn't mean it in a bad way. You know, lend my body, means, I let him hit me with his drum stick when he feels like playing a drum. Oh well...) 

Dear Yuto...

Please stop growing. I mean your height, really, share your height with me even just a little bit. I'm quite short, hahaha... But please let your heart growing, but don't ever let your child soul fades away. Keep it inside you. That's one of your charming points. Ah, your smile is also one of your charming points. And also your face, your talent, your sparkling eyes, your innocence... okay, you have too many charming points 😆

Dear Yuto...

I love you...

A little bit about my recent life + Hey! Say! JUMP Magic Power preorder

I've been trying to write something since yesterday but I really have nothing in my mind. I don't have anything good to write, but it feels like my blog is calling me, "write in me... write in me...nooow..." so yeah, I decided to drop by in here and write something. Let see...... hmmm.... is there any interesting thing to write?

Okay, last Sunday, I went to the cinema to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2 with my friends. It was epic, awesome, cool, et cetera. I'm not in the mood to write the review. Let's just say that as a big fan of Harry Potter's books, this movie does not disappoint me at all. Even, I'm planning to watch it for the second time 😆

I think it can't be helped that I will once again talk about my boys, Hey!Say!JUMP. As I have mentioned before that JUMP will release a new single in September called Magic Power for the soundtrack of The Smurfs Japanese version. Well, the tracklist has been revealed. There will be three versions of it:

Limited Edition A 

CD

1. Magic Power

2. School Days (Hey! Say! BEST) yaaay... I've been waiting for the recording version of this song ;D

DVD

Magic Power PV + Making

Preorder this version on CD Japan

Limited Edition B

CD

1. Magic Power

2. Get (Hey! Say! 7)

DVD

30 minutes video from Hey! Say! JUMP & 100% Yuuki concert in Nagoya

Preorder this version on CD Japan

Regular Edition

CD

1 )Magic Power

2) Beat Line

3) Nemuri no Mori

4) BE ALIVE 

5) Magic Power (Original Karaoke)

6) Beat Line (Original Karaoke)

7) Nemuri no Mori (Original Karaoke)

8) BE ALIVE (Original Karaoke)

Preorder this version on CD Japan

*I use the picture with ten members of Hey! Say! JUMP in it 'though I know that Ryutaro won't participate in this new single, but as long as he's still on J-Web, right at JUMP's page, then HSJ will always be ten people for me~

Anyway, I watched episode 4 of Ikemen Desu Ne today and it was one of my favorite episodes after episode 1. Until now, there's always someone who will badmouth about Hikaru, whether it's about his double teeth or complain that he's not as cute as Lee Hong Ki, and I can't help but felt angry with those mean people. But it's useless trying to make them change their mind because everyone has a different opinion and that's perfectly fine. I just hate when they become rude 😒 Now, I decided not to give a shit about those people who are badmouthing Ikemen Desu Ne, because I personally LOVE it and I'm not the only one who love Ikemen Desu Ne and Hikaru. There are so many people who love those two so let's just ignore the haters >.o 

Two beautiful ladies visited Indonesia

As a person who has Indonesian blood and living in Indonesia, I really feel proud. My country isn't the greatest country in the world, in fact, it still on the list of developing countries. I'm not going to promote the beauty of my country and encourage people to visit it through this entry, I'm not that good at advertising things. But seriously, my country is one of the most beautiful in the world. You can read about it in many other sources to prove it, but I'm not gonna bother myself looking for those links. As I said before, this entry is not about advertising. So, why am I proud to be an Indonesian now? Well, Indonesia is quite famous nowadays, don't you think? Maybe because of the natural disasters that happened lately or maybe because my country is truly beautiful. I believe both reasons have a role in this popularity of Indonesia 👀

Okay, what a very long opening haha. Actually, I just want to tell you that... Apparently, two of my favorite foreign actresses had visited my country this year. Who are they? 

1. Bonnie Wright. 
She is that beautiful girl who plays as Harry Potter's true love, Ginny Weasley. Yeah, Ginny. I mean Bonnie, came to visit Indonesia last July 2011 for filming her newest movie, The Philosophers. Here are the sources:
The scan magazine mentioned Bonnie has visited Indonesia. Let me translate it to you: "Teenholics must have known (T/N: well, I didn't know anything until I read this article) that in early July, Bonnie came to Indonesia for filming The Philosophers. Besides that, Bonnie also will play in the movie called Geography of the Hapless Heart. Yes, so far, those are Bonnie's newest projects after Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2." - Teen Magazine 261 - July 2011. I love Harry Potter and I love Ginny and knowing that she ever stepped her foot on the same earth as I am made me feel happy for some reason. Too bad I don't have any chance to see her in person. Btw, I'm so proud that Indonesia will be one of the settings in the movie 😆

2. Horikita Maki 
YES. I kid you not. I'm sure most of you (especially if you like Japan like me) know who is this person. She's that gothic-weird girl in Nobuta wo Produce. She's that girl who disguised herself as a boy to enter Ikemen Paradise in Hanakimi. She is that girl who got married at a very young age to pay her debt to an oyaji and became a mother of five mischievous boys in Atashinchi no Danshi. She's that pretty awesome Japanese actress Horikita Maki!! Here some pictures of Horikita with Indonesian kids. 

 

She looks like an angel. She's shining. She visited Jakarta, and those kids were really lucky to have a chance to meet her in person and take a picture with her. Why did she come here? Horikita Maki travels to Jakarta to volunteer for "24 Hour Television" Read the article here in Tokyohive.

Why don't they told me earlier? Why did they leave before I knew they were ever here? Oh well... that's okay. If it was Hey!Say!JUMP who came here without telling or giving any information, I probably will go insane. No. Seriously, I probably will. 

In other news, JUMP will release a new single called Magic Power to be the theme song of The Smurfs Japanese version since Yamada Ryosuke and Chinen Yuri will be the voice actors in the movie. I'm sure you have heard about this news a few weeks ago. Yeah, without Ryutaro I guess because that kid is still in his suspension. Details about this not-so-new news can be read here in Kamichan's blog. That's all from me. See you in another post! Have a good day~

Orthros no Inu (Jdrama)

Gue menyelesaikan drama ini tadi pagi setelah sahur dengan air mata banjir, hahaha. Gue mencoba nonton drama ini karena Hikaru Yaoteme berperan lumayan penting di dalamnya, tapi akhirnya gue menikmati seluruh castnya saat menonton. Drama ini tayang tahun 2009, jadi bisa dibilang gue memang lumayan telat (lagi). Nggak apa-apalah yaa. Daripada tidak sama sekali. Tokoh utama drama ini diperankan oleh Johnny's Entertainment: Hideaki Takizawa dari Tackey and Tsubasa, dan Ryo Nishikido dari NEWS dan Kanjani8 dengan pemeran utama wanita, Asami Mizukawa. Let's jump to the story~ 

Ryosuke Aoi (Ryo Nishikido), adalah guru SMA baik hati yang peduli dengan murid dan keluarganya. Tapi, siapa yang menyangka kalau malaikat ini dikaruniai tangan iblis. Ryosuke mampu membunuh hanya dengan sentuhan tangannya, tanpa menimbulkan luka apapun pada korbannya sehingga mereka sering dikira kena serangan jantung atau memang panggilan Tuhan. Ryosuke menyadari kekuatan ini saat menyelamatkan seorang polisi wanita, Nagisa Hasebe (Asami Mizukawa) yang hampir ditembak oleh dua berandalan muda, Masaru Kumakiri (Hikaru Yaotome) dan Shu Uchimura. Masaru dan Shu baru melakukan pembunuhan terhadap seorang gadis serta menyebabkan salah satu murid Ryosuke kecelakaan dan koma. Ryosuke mencoba menghentikan Shu yang akan menembak Nagisa, namun Shu terus melawan sehingga Ryosuke kehilangan kendali dan Shu mati seketika dalam genggaman tangannya, dan hal ini membuat Nagisa dan Masaru kaget dan takut dengan kekuatan Ryosuke. 

Ryosuke memutuskan berhenti menjadi guru dan menyerahkan diri ke polisi, namun karena tidak ada cukup bukti (mayat korbannya sama sekali tidak menunjukkan adanya luka atau tindak kekerasan), Ryosuke dibebaskan. Nagisa mendengar ada pria lain yang mempunyai kekuatan seperti Ryosuke: Shinji Ryuzaki (Hideaki Takizawa), yang berada di penjara karena 10 tahun sebelumnya membunuh 3 orang pemuda dengan sangat tenang. Nagisa menemuinya untuk memastikan jika kekuatan seperti Ryosuke memang ada di dunia ini. Namun ternyata, Ryuzaki memiliki kekuatan yang berlawanan. Sentuhan tangan Ryuzaki mampu menyembuhkan berbagai macam penyakit, bahkan penyakit paling parah sekalipun.

Ryuzaki tidak pernah menyembuhkan orang secara gratis. Ia memilih orang yang akan dia sembuhkan, dan ia meminta orang itu untuk memberikannya imbalan, yaitu hal yang paling berharga bagi mereka. Orang-orang menyebutnya iblis yang dikarunia tangan Tuhan. Saat Nagisa menceritakan mengenai Ryosuke, Ryuzaki memintanya membawa Ryosuke menemuinya di penjara itu, dan akhirnya malaikat dan iblis ini pun bertemu. 

Ryuzaki pandai memanipulasi perasaan. Dia membuat Ryosuke membantunya kabur dari penjara dengan membunuh kepala polisi yang menjaga penjaranya. Dengan kaburnya Ryuzaki, tidak perlu waktu lama sampai orang-orang penting seperti ayah Masaru yang merupakan pegawai penting di Kementerian, mengetahui kekuatan Ryuzaki. Lebih tepatnya, Ryuzaki yang menunjukkan kekuatannya. Banyak orang-orang jahat yang berusaha memanfaatkan kekuatan Ryuzaki untuk kepentingan pribadi, salah satunya Takayuki Sawamura, seorang dokter peneliti yang bekerja di organisasi yang melindungi Jepang, semacam CIA atau FBI. Sawamura beralasan kekuatan Ryuzaki akan menimbulkan kegaduhan masyarakat jika diketahui, karena itu dia berusaha menyembunyikan Ryuzaki. Sebenarnya, dia ingin memanfaatkan kekuatan Ryuzaki untuknya sendiri. Sawamura juga mengetahui kekuatan Ryosuke dan merasa lebih tertarik pada Ryosuke karena baginya Ryosuke bisa menjadi senjata untuk menghabisi orang-orang tak berguna yang menghalangi jalannya tanpa meninggalkan bukti. Sawamura selalu berusaha memanfaatkan Ryosuke untuk membantunya menghabisi orang-orang yang mengetahui kekuatan Ryuzaki, dengan alasan menghindari kekacauan masyarakat. Tentu saja, Ryuzaki maupun Ryosuke bukan tipe yang mau menggunakan atau meminjamkan kekuatannya dengan mudah. 

Ryosuke merasa bertanggung jawab untuk menghentikan Ryuzaki. Ryuzaki selalu menaruh ketertarikan pada Ryosuke karena mereka sama-sama memiliki kekuatan yang aneh. Ryuzaki selalu berkata bahwa semua manusia di dunia ini sama. Saat mengejar kekuatan, demi kekuatan itu, mereka akan mengabaikan orang lain, termasuk orang terdekatnya hanya untuk memuaskan kepentingan pribadi mereka. Tetapi ada satu orang yang selalu menolak kekuatan Ryuzaki, bahkan meski Ryuzaki menawarkannya dengan gratis, yaitu Nagisa. Padahal putri Nagisa yang masih kecil menderita asma yang cukup parah. Keteguhan hati ibu satu anak ini membuat Ryuzaki menaruh perhatian khusus padanya.

Memiliki kekuatan supernatural seperti itu ternyata nggak membuat Ryuzaki merasa senang, meski dia terlihat selalu memanfaatkan orang-orang di sekitarnya. Pria ini justru merasakan kesepian yang mendalam sejak kecil karena orang-orang selalu memperlakukannya berbeda dan memaksanya menyembuhkan penyakit mereka. Tak ada orang yang mendekatinya dengan perasaan tulus. Sebaliknya, kekuatan Ryosuke membuatnya terus menerus merasa bersalah. Sedikit saja lepas kendali, ia akan menghilangkan nyawa manusia. Dan jika kekuatannya diketahui masyarakat, maka dipastikan ia akan dijauhi dan ditakuti. Sebenarnya, kedua manusia ini merasakan kesepian yang mendalam karena adanya kekuatan aneh dalam diri mereka. 

This is a very very good drama. I give this 90 out of 100. Kenapa bukan 100? Well, episode pertama menggetarkan, tapi nggak ada tawa yang cukup untuk memberikan rasa senang ke penontonnya, karena genre drama ini memang bukan komedi, dan gue lebih suka drama komedi. Tapi, menonton episode 1 membuat gue penasaran untuk terus melanjutkannya, dan episode empat, rasa-rasa emosional semakin meningkat. Perpaduan antara kekuatan supernatural, persaingan di kementerian, keserakahan orang-orang, persaudaraan, dan bagaimana kita membuat pilihan dalam hidup, semua terangkai dengan apik di drama ini. 

Akting para aktornya patut diacungi dua jempol. Takizawa berhasil banget membuat ekspresi tanpa perasaan yang kadang memberikan kesan seolah dia bisa membunuh dengan sadis, tapi begitu tersenyum..... he's like an angel ❤ Ryo memerankan guru yang baik hati dan polos, lemah tapi kuat, dan ekspresi depresi di wajahnya is always on point, juga saat dia seolah berubah menjadi jahat dan nggak berperasaan. Akting Hikaru sebagai berandalan jahat tengil yang dingin dan manja juga pas. Karakternya sebagai Masaru sangat berlawanan dengan sifat aslinya yang aneh dan riang. I'm impressed. Gue pribadi sangat suka episode 6 yang entah kenapa membuat banjir air mata, begitupun episode 9 (episode terakhir) yang nggak gue duga kalau akan seperti itu. Well, if you love a thriller drama with a bit of magic in it, this will be your cup of tea :)