The Result of Me Being Emo

Have you ever been in a mood where everything felt so wrong and you don't feel like doing anything nor meet anyone? You just want to stay at home, locking yourself from the world, not talking to anybody because your heart hurts so much that you don't even have any passion anymore to do things you love. You stop believing everyone, even your best friends and chose to keep the burden for yourself. You feel like escaping from reality. You just feel really terrible, everything's unfair, and you don't want to live anymore. Soooooo...... emo!

Well, I felt that way yesterday. I passed classes and even choir activities. I locked myself in my room, refuse to talk to anybody. There was NOBODY home yesterday so I didn't need to try too hard, haha. Anyway, feeling all gloomy and sad really took a lot of energy. Even just laying in bed with my head filled with problems made me tired, so I decided to distract myself from those thoughts by trying to watch some J-dramas. The result of me being all emo is 2 movies and 1 dorama, in a day. Yeah, call me a freak, fanatic, whatever, but those movies and doramas really brighten up my mood, and even I learned a lot from those that I can't stop watching 😝

pretty much describing how I felt and did yesterday hahaha........

Okay, then... Jaa nee

Feels like Crying

Picture is taken from tumblr. Pretty much describing how I feel these days.............

Emo?

At the end of the day, we're the lonely soldiers
We can't expect people to do things for us
Even those people we thought our best friend
They could put us in the deepest despair
Someone who said they love us
They break our heart in the most painful way
Tell me you're a true friend?
You don't even come when you see me alone
Tell me that you care?
But you leave me without any words
Tell me that you know me?
You can't even see the burden I hold inside

Today, I learned to believe no one but myself
To expect nothing from anyone
This life is just a joke anyway

Emo? Kinda.

Under the Rain

The rain stop pouring

The rainbow comes

The sun starts shining

The sky turns to red

But, we still remember

The peace we found under the Rain