60 minutes phonecall

I rarely have a long phonecall. I even never called someone if it's not really important or necessary or emergency. I prefer talking face to face than having a long phone call, basically, because I don't know what to say on the phone. I rarely talk to people and I'm more of a listener. But hey... today, for the first time, I have the longest phonecall in my life. Eh, actually, the second time. First, when my friend, Maulida, called me because she had a big problem. We talked a lot on the phone, or more like she talked a lot and I listened and sometimes gave a response. I even called her twice after our call was cut due to the time limit. I called her again because she hadn't finished telling her problems. We talked for one hour and after we ended the call, I thought that it was the first time I have a long phone call.

 

Today, my friend Danty called me. She said she was bored at home and she wanted to go to my house but due to the long distance between our house, she decided to just call me because she felt lonely. Then, she started talking about her boyfriend and for an hour, I'm listening to her love problems. Sometimes I would say, "Oh... Be patient." or "Really, that's annoying." or "Well, I guess so..."

Lol... I just replied to her very long story with these short lines. Although sometimes I gave her advice when she asked me to, I really didn't talk too much.

"Why do you keep silent? Talk more... Tell me your problems too." She said after she finished telling me about her problems.

"Eh, I don't have any problems to tell."

"LIED. Don't you have something to talk about?"

"Err... Not really. Well, okay. Do you know where is Megaria?"

Lol... I ended up asked her the address of the mall that I'm going to go to tomorrow. I really don't know what to talk about on the phone. Maybe I'm a boring person. Why am I even writing this? I don't know. I just want to write it down, maybe someday in the future when I've become a good talker on the phone, I will laugh at this entry when I read it again. Just wondering when that day will come 😆

A.N.J.ELL Japan

Some people said they are not as handsome as the Korean version, huh? Well, I don't think so. This Japanese A.N.J.EL have their own charm, and their natural handsomeness is beautiful. Been watching Ikemen Desu Ne until episode 2, and I'm totally falling for these three angels. It's interesting to see their acting improved in each episode. Good job, boys. I always love Hikaru, but this drama makes my love for him grows bigger and bigger. And I didn't know that Fujigaya could be that adorable. He was like a wild lion before he cut his hair for this drama, and now he's turning into a cute cat 😆 And Tamamori... Dude, I've been liking you since the times of Gokusen 3, your acting has been improved so much in Ikemen Desu Ne. Well done... I'm proud of you. For some people, these three are newbies in acting because they haven't been in many dramas, but I have watched all of Hikaru's and Tamamori's dramas before, so they are not newbies for me. As for Fujigaya, he's just naturally amazing. These three are truly angels ❤

Looking forward to the next episodes of Ikemen Desu Ne. These there are truly ikemen, desu nee? :3

picture of the day - Dear Tegoshi...

OH, LOOK... HE REALLY IS AN ANGEL :P

Dear, Tegoshi...

I don't know why I'm drawn to you? Well, of course, I know. Your angelic voice. Your angelic smile. Your angelic face. Everything in you seems angelic. And people love angels, including me. You are one of the reasons I started listening to NEWS. The one who can be pretty and handsome at the same time, although for me, you are more often look pretty than handsome, lol. I'm listening to one of the best songs from Tegomass. I don't know what I want to write, though. I guess this is gonna be another unimportant fangirling entry, but I don't care. This blog is about my feeling and everything on my mind, and now you're filling my mind, you, and your voice. You are one of the best Japanese singers I know. You have something in your voice that always makes me feel relax and somehow I feel the warmth in my heart. Okay, about the picture. It was from Tegoshi's new CM. Instead of cool, the picture looks hilarious. And I can't help to post it 😆

This thoughts suddenly pops up in my mind at 2.30 am

Good Morning.

It's 2.30 AM in Indonesia, and I'm still awake like I always do. 

People around me, they are slowly but surely, have started to change themselves, in a good way. They have become more mature. Be mature is a good thing, isn't it? Somehow, it amazes me when I'm talking to one friend and sharing our opinions about many things, then I realized that the way my friend is thinking has become more mature. They become smarter and even their personality is not the same personality as I used to know. 

I'm feeling lonely, sometimes. But this is not their fault because moving on to be a better person is a good thing. It's just me who doesn't want to change myself, or maybe I'm not ready to be mature, yet. To tell you the truth, my brain is not interested when it comes to serious things, that is why I usually always quiet when I talk to my friends and they started talking about something like politics, science, and such.

I do not have any interest in such a topic, that is why I never try to know about those things, which is really a mistake, maybe, or maybe not. 

Doesn't mean that I haven't changed too. I have changed in a few things like I become more quiet day by day. I feel more relaxed when I'm alone. Now, I don't need anyone else to accompany me when I need to go to places like Mall or bookstore, because I'm enjoying myself traveling alone. Despite the fact that I don't want to disturb my friends who are really busy now and I don't want to disappoint myself when my invitation gets rejected, I'm getting used to being alone.

Btw, do not be like me. However, being together with friends is still way much better than being alone.

Not because I don't want to....

Currently, I'm downloading episode one of Orthros no Inu dorama. Hikaru played as a narcotic seller and he got quite an important role here, so I decided to give it a try. Takizawa Hideaki and Nishikido Ryo are the main characters. 

Ryuzaki Shinji is a mysterious and ambitious man with a wicked heart, who possesses the power to heal pain and illness with the touch of his hand. Aoi Ryosuke, on the other hand, is a high school teacher with a gentle heart, but who has the ability to kill with his touch. The two happen to meet, resulting in a battle of good and evil. (from dramawiki)

Interesting, isn't it? The only Nishikido's drama that I have watched was One Litre of Tears. Indeed, he did a great job in it, and I have heard so many compliments about Takki's acting. Although the main reason for me trying to watch this is Hikaru, Takki and Nishikido is also one of few Japanese actors that I respect. I hope my internet speed doesn't bully me 😐

Today, I chatted with Dewi, my high school best friend, on Facebook. She asked me to hang out with Putri and some other high school friends. I think it has been more than 10 times since she asked me to go, but I always refuse. I kinda feel guilty. Haha... I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry, but I really don't have money to hang out or play. And although they offer to treat me and such, I still don't want to. I don't want to depend on their money just because I want to have fun. What kind of friend I am? I cannot ask my parents to give me money since they have to pay for my college fee, and also my brothers, and other things. We're not in good condition and not at the right time to have fun outside, so, until I'm sure that my wallet is enough to accompany me going outside, I will stay home on this holiday. I still have saved money to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows though. I really need a part-time job. 

Kue Tanpa Nama

Hari ini, gue baru tidur jam 6 pagi dan bangun jam 2 siang. Iya, insomnia ini memang sudah amat sangat akut. Lalu, tiba-tiba Mama ngajak bikin kue. Dia baru beli alat panggang baru dan penasaran mau nyobain. Mama juga beli buku resep kue kecil yang berisi resep kue sederhana, tapi berhubung kita berdua terlalu males buat beli baking powder, rum, dan berbagai bahan ribet lainnya di supermarket, akhirnya buku resep kue itu nggak terpakai, hahaha. Gue dan Mama memutuskan untuk membuat kue sendiri, lho, dengan resep kita sendiri. Btw, gue dan Mama bukanlah ahli masak yang handal, jadi kita asal aja membuat kuenya dengan bahan-bahan yang bisa ditemukan di dapur rumah: Terigu, telur, gula pasir, mentega, susu cair. Campur semuanya lalu aduk sampai kental dan masukkan ke panggangan. Bisa dicampur mesis atau keju juga, tergantung selera. Gampang banget deh pokoknya. Nggak sampai dua jam juga selesai. Ini dia kue pertama buatan gue dan Mama ❤

Rasa kuenya masih terbilang standar sih, dan di panggangan pertama, kuenya gosong wkwk. Tapi kita berhasil membuat panggangan kedua pas. Gue memberi ide untuk memakannya dengan saus coklat, tapi berhubung yang ada cuma susu cair coklat, ya udah itu aja 😃. Rasanya lumayan enak, lho. Gue buat 3 piring, dan semuanya habis dilahap adik, Papa, dan dua sepupu, bahkan yang gosong pun juga habis, hahaha. Nggak tau deh mereka makan itu untuk menghargai atau memang karena merasa kuenya enak? 😏

picture of the day - Maruyama Shuu

credit to http://ryosuke-kun.tumblr.com/

Please ignore the words that are written on the picture. This expression of Hikaru (and another dark expression on his face in Kinpachi Sensei 7) was the reason I started paying more attention to him. The picture... can you feel the strong emotion on his face?! He played as a boy who suffered from drugs and a broken family and he was all miserable with no friends and don't believe in anyone, yet he's still trying to survive and stay strong. Okay, I'm not going to tell the details about his (very very awesome) character. I just really love how great he was in the drama, the drama that made me realized that Hikaru really is an amazing actor. Man, he was only 15 years old and it was his first drama, and he did a great job. I love the dark aura around him, it is very contrary to his true personality (cheerful, genki, etc) yet he could totally pull it off. I love this dude!

Hikaru

People should learn not to judge a person by his appearance alone! Everyone started watching Ikemen Desu Ne and apparently, some of those who don't know who is Hikaru Yaotome, the one who played as Yuki or in the Korean version, Jeremy, are complaining about his TEETH!! They said Hikaru shouldn't play Yuki just because he has double teeth and he is not as 'handsome' as the Korean Jeremy. Oh well! What the hell is that?! I bet you never watched his acting! Beauty is subjective and Japanese drama doesn't pick his actor from the look only. If you doubt his acting, go watch Kinpachi Sensei 7. He was the main character and he played the dark character whose family was broken and suffer from drugs, and he did a great job. He was only 15 years old when he played that Shuu Maruyama's role. I've watched his acting as Yuki in Ikemen Desu Ne, and he is good, he's awesome. I'm not being biased just because he is one of Hey!Say!JUMP's members. I just hate the way people commenting and bad-mouthing about him because of his teeth. 

Seriously people! His teeth are his asset. I gradually in love with his personality after I learned more about him. He's cheerful, smart, talented, one of the best things in Johnny and his acting is totally fine! He cared a lot with his friends, and in fact, he has been chosen by the director to play that role, which is means, the professional knows his ability is worth it. So stop bad-mouthing about him. 

Anyway, here some spoilers of Hikaru in Ikemen Desu Ne episode 1 that I found on Tumblr. He's adorable~

HIKARU IS A PERFECT ROLE FOR YUKI/JEREMY

Update about Harry Potter DH 2 and Ikemen Desu Ne

Let's be happy people in Indonesia because our importer is finally willing to pay the tax for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows movie, so yeah, we're gonna be able to watch it. Although the movie will come out late in here, two weeks later than the original schedule around the world, that's okay. At least I can finally watch it on the big screen. Yattaaa~

Btw, Ikemen Desu Ne has started airing yesterday in Japan, and I've just finished watching the first episode. It's still in the raw file and there is no subtitle yet, but I still can enjoy it. The drama is really enjoyable and Hikaru is a pure love indeed. Yuta Tamamori still needs to improve his acting ability, but I think he did a good job. Fujigaya is a fine actor and Miori is too adorable, although she doesn't look like a boy at all. Anyway, I'm not going to give the review now since I only have watched the first episode. I would give the full review after I finish watching the whole episode with subtitles. Probably two months later.

Nah, that's all. Have a good day

Jaa~

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, it's big NEWS!

I'm not going to give the details about NEWS as people have known about them better than me, but in case if you don't know who they are and you probably have nothing to do and found this entry and interested to read it to kill your time, you can read the details about NEWS in their wikipedia. Hey!Say!JUMP linked me to another Jpop group from the same company, NEWS. The only NEWS member I knew was Yamashita Tomohisa because my friend is a big fan of him. When I watched Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge drama, I was also interested in Tegoshi Yuya and Uchi Hiroki's role and then I found out that they are also NEWS members (well, Uchi isn't anymore), and later I found out about Koyama Keiichiro who was regular MC in Shonen Club, the show where HSJ always be the guest star. When I was watching Ya-Ya-Yah videos, Koyama, Kato Shigeaki, and Kusano Hironori (who are members of NEWS as well, except Kusano because he's no longer in NEWS now) were some important part of that TV Show and made me more interested in NEWS. And it didn't take a long time for me to finally in love with this boyband. Of course, my love for them isn't as big as my love for HSJ, so they are probably my 'niban' (second favorite), and Hey! Say! JUMP is my 'ichiban' (first favorite). And now I'm going to give you a quick review of all of their PVs (Tegomass and member's solo PV are not included).

1. NEWS Nippon (2003)

The first time I heard it, I'm in love with this debut song immediately. It's like there are two songs in one song. How about the PV? Well, if I watched it in 2003, I would think that the PV was awesome, but I watched it in 2011, so yeah, the PV looks really old and the boys were so skinny (so different with now) with those bright hairs, weird outfits, etc. But, I love the concept! It's like they had a trip to outer space. That's awesome. The best part is the KKK part, Kusano, Koyama, and (Kato) Shige was cute and funny 😆 The dance wasn't great, but it suits the song and it simply cute, especially the "Piisu no sign" part. Overall, I love the whole part of this PV ❤

2. Kibou ~ Yell (2004)

I like the song. It's just as catchy as NEWS Nippon. About the PV, it feels even more old-school than NEWS Nippon. The outfits were even worse than NEWS Nippon, not the whole outfits, only the part when they were dancing in the trajectory of airplanes. I'm not impressed with the dance either, and Yamapi is the lead singer in this song because he sang the most part followed by Tegoshi-Massu and Uchi-Ryo. Koyama and Shige didn't sing too much, and Kusano got to sing the rap part. The setting is awesome, they shot at the outside and they did some silly funny things which are pretty amusing. Tegoshi was very adorable ❤ 

3. Akaku Moyoru Taiyo (2004)

Not a big fan of the song nor the PV. At least their outfits look much better than the previous PV and they improved their dance too. They shot at the studio, and they made it look like a deck of the yacht. There was a place like, umm... old night club, or maybe it was just a room that decorated with much dazzling cloth and a bit dark so it looks like a club in my opinion. The best setting was the room with many colorful circles on the walls and they were playing around with many big balls of different colors. I like Kusano's hair for some reason ~ I don't know what was the exact image or story they want to put in this PV? Sometimes they acted cool, and the next time they acted like kids, probably there wasn't any image or story and they just put many random scenes to make it look good?

4. CHERISH (2005)

Love both the PV and the song. Looks like everyone except Yamapi dyed their hair to a darker color, which makes them look handsome. The outfits look more modern. The nice part when there are some reflections of each member in the building and many girls under the building were looking at the boys fascinatedly. There's a cute part when a girl was watching a poster on the street, and suddenly she bumped into a guy, and apparently, the guy was the same guy that he just watched on the poster: Yamapi!! Yamapi's face, when he's being zoomed on, was adorable. And the boys were wearing the same pink gloves which really cute. Not so much love for the dance, though. The dance was simple and suits the song. This PV is pretty amusing, and Kusano was really cute. 

5. TEPPEN (2005)

The last PV with Kusano and Uchi in it 💔 THE PV IS FUN. The song is fun and catchy! I really love it. The boys were playing basket, bike, or just running around the pool (?) No, no, it wasn't a pool, but it looks like that. There's much water on the floor and they had so much fun jumping and splashing water on each other. The dance wasn't great, but I like it for some reason. I love the part when KKK (Koyama, Kusano, Kato) sang together on the beach. Well, it was a studio, obviously, but they made it look like a beach. This is one of my favorite PV from NEWS. It feels like summer when you watch it, which is great. Oh... Bye-bye Kusano and Uchi 😢

6. SAYAENDOU (2006)

I don't like it. That's all. Well, those animations were cute and adorable (not really actually) but that's all. Uchi and Kusano had left the group and this is not even a PV. This is more like a fan video. They took the NEWS part from their concert and put them in this PV and I'm not impressed. The song is good, but not my kind of music, so that's all~

7. Hoshi wo Mezashite (2007)

After went hiatus for almost a year, NEWS came back with this lovely single. I love the song. Maaan, I love it, and the PV makes me love the song even more. They didn't dance at all. The first time I watched it, it feels like they were on a different planet. Everyone looks handsome and mature, although there are parts when they did some silly-immature things in front of the camera while singing together, that's fine. That's really fine because that made this PV looks fresh. I love the whole parts, the part when every member sang in front of their twins (not a real twin) and when they were sitting in the car calmly while singing together or when they were sitting in big rocks while looking at the sky which filled with many sparkling stars, very beautiful ❤

8. Weeeek (2007)

Six handsome mature guys in suits singing in high spirit.... but the way they sing look more like hyperactive teenagers lol. One of their best PVs in my opinion. So many CG effects and I love the concept as well as I love the song. They were really funny. It's like reading a comic in some parts. Awesome. They didn't dance at all... well, they danced, but not in a real form. Mostly like they created their own dance at the moment and messed around. Well done, boys! I never get bored watching this one. It's really fun and the boys are all very funny ❤

9. Taiyou no Namida (2008)

I'm sure the image that the producer wants to put in this PV is 'cool' and 'awesome' and 'dark', something like that. Well, it is cool, if you judge it from the perspective of good video, but not my favorite. It was so dark and rainy. Everyone looks so serious because the song is serious too. Not so much love for the dance, it looks ordinary. I'm sure they could have done better than just those simple moves. Also not a fan of the song. This is the soundtrack of Kurosagi the movie, FYI. The best part is the ending when Yamapi showed up in his Kurosagi's costume while splashing the water, then said, "thank you, as always." That one was made me laugh 😆

10. Summer Time (2008)

Well done boys! I love this PV so much. One of my favorites. Every scene in it is really entertaining. So, Massu was coming back to this very cool house near the beach, and he sat at one of the tables, remembering his moments with his bandmates. In his memory, the boys were taking many silly pictures together and they were singing, cooking, washing, and doing so many fun things together. Nice rap by the way from Shige and Koyama, and everyone looks absolutely cute in casual outfits. It turned out to be a very fun PV. Love the ending part when Massu smile stupidly after he had nostalgia and suddenly his bandmates appeared. Adorable, these guys~

11. Happy Birthday (2008)

I really like the song. It is simply catchy. Love the lyrics and the melody. The PV isn't as fun as Summer Time, the boys look more calm and mature although they still joking around. The PV is full of CG effects, but it still looks simple. Simple but good. I like those boxes they use to be glass, roses, or gifts. The way they played around with those boxes was cute. The dance really suits the song. I especially love the part when they were bowing and made love sign.

12. Koi no Abo (2009)

I think they purposely chose that kind of dance because the PV itself isn't all serious although they shot at the night club with those awesome outfits. You will find that kind of dance in the 70'-80' era. They were surrounded by many girls. Anyway, the ending part was funny when everyone changed their dark and cool outfits into white outfits that look so old and then they danced along with the servants of the club, so yeah I guess they chose the dance purposely to make it suits the scene.

13. Sakura Girl (2009)

The atmosphere in this PV is foggy. Everything seems gray, as the six handsome men walking together while carrying their own broken heart, walking together towards the Sakura tree. I love the song, and I didn't think that the PV would be all sad and serious, because if you watch carefully their previous PVs, there must be always at least one silly scene in the video, even in the serious PV like Taiyo no Namida, there's a funny part at the end. Everyone looks mature. The PV is opened with Tegoshi who was reading a letter from his girlfriend that said something like, "let's break up!" and then Tegoshi's crying (I was kinda shocked when I watched it for the first time) and followed with the 'break up' scenes that happened to other members. Why would those girls dump these six handsome guys anyway? 😆

15. Fighting Man

I kinda like the song. In my opinion, it's like the song for anime soundtrack, and I always like anime soundtrack. I simply love the beat and they improved so much with the dance too. The PV is awesome with those not-so-dark rooms and many awesome settings for each member solo part. Everyone is looking to their own video singing this fighting man song through TV, laptop, handphone, and other electronic things. 

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FINISH! So far NEWS only have 14 singles and they haven't released any new song in 2011 (yet). I think they are on hiatus again. Everyone is busy with their own career; Yamapi with his solo album and concert, Tegoshi and Massu with their subgroup, Tegomass, Ryo with his other group, Kanjani8, Koyama with his radio show, and I don't know what Shige exactly doing now =w= I hope they will be active again soon, though.

Btw, did you really read this long entry? If you did, THANK YOU!! 

Skyscraper - Demi Lovato's new song

It's been a while since I listened to Demi Lovato again. I was so caught up with J-Pop. I heard about Demi releasing a new single a few days ago and this song was out on iTunes yesterday, and within a few hours, it hit number one. Demi's voice sounds incredible! You know, she made this song after all the things that happened to her lately, with rehab, quitting Disney, and friends leaving her. One of the best songs I know ❤

SKYSCRAPER LYRICS
Verse 1:
Skies are crying
I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending
Like we never had a chance

Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?

Chorus:
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Verse 2:
As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better
To watch me while I bleed

All my windows, still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

Chorus:
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Bridge:
Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear

Go run run run
Yeah it's a long way down
But I'm closer to the clouds up here

Chorus:
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Check out the HQ music video of this Skyscraper song and be amazed!!

Hal-hal beberapa hari ini

Hallo...

Bagaimanapun juga, tetap lebih nyaman menulis di bahasa sendiri ya. Kemaren-kemaren gue selalu menulis dalam bahasa Inggris karena berkenalan dengan beberapa orang dari fandom Hey!Say!JUMP dan mereka bilang, mereka membaca blog ini, tapi ada beberapa post yang nggak mereka mengerti karena gue menulisnya dalam bahasa Indonesia, jadi gue mulai mencoba menulis dalam bahasa Inggris sesering mungkin. Tapi karena bahasa Inggris gue masih jauh dari jago, jadi gue merasa ada batasan untuk menulis. Mungkin gue hanya akan menulis entri dalam bahasa Inggris di LJ aja mulai sekarang.

Anyway, gue sudah memasuki minggu ke-2 liburan kuliah (atau ke-3? Lupa. Liburan membuat gue nggak memperhatikan hari dan tanggal sama sekali). Dan kamu tau apa saja yang gue lakukan? Diam di rumah. Belum ada satupun rencana-rencana liburan yang gue buat terlaksana. Tentu aja, gue udah beli dua dorama Jepang, tapi masih ada delapan dorama yang belum terbeli kalau mau mencapai target. Gue belum ke Dufan, belum ke Pantai, impian menonton Harry Potter 2 sudah pupus karena importir kita tidak mau membayar pajak film fenomenal itu!! Tapi, gue sudah menghabiskan waktu bersama kawan-kawan beberapa waktu ini. Gue juga sudah mendownload banyak video Hey!Say!JUMP karena kegiatan selama liburan nggak jauh-jauh dari fangirling. Tentu aja gue sudah bertemu Aroma beberapa kali di acara-acara mabit kemaren, tapi cuma sebentar dan kita belum bener-bener menghabiskan waktu sama-sama secara real. Menulis novel... Belum gue lakukan, tapi gue sudah rencanakan. Gue mau membuat cerita terinspirasi dari Hey!Say!BEST, gue hanya akan menggunakan wajah mereka sebagai gambaran akan tokoh yang gue buat saja kok, hehehe. 

PS: Happy birthday, the one who always get bullied in NEWS, Kato Shigeaki :P 

Picture of the day: from a drummer to shamisen player

I've been willing to include this picture in Picture of the Day. The first time I saw this photoshoot, I'm in love with it. Don't you think that this picture is really beautiful? I love the dark green scenery around Yuto. He looks extremely handsome in that Japanese traditional outfits (sorry, I don't know what its name. Yukatta?) and the shamisen adds perfection. Shamisen is the thing that Yuto held, it looks like a guitar but it's not. Shamisen has a different sound from the guitar. Btw, Yuto's expression really suits the atmosphere of this photoshoot, don't you think? He looks calm and concentrates on something, which gives an ancient feeling/ And I love Yuto's hair in here. He looks more handsome than usual :P Why are you so cool, Yuto? ❤

Today is sooooo damn boring

I'm not going to say much, but today is really one of the most boring days of my life. Trust me. I don't even want to tell you the details because it's really super duper extra mega ultra extremely boring for real. I need a real-life with many colors. If my life keeps going on like this, I will die soon. Everything seems to be boring. I want to sleep in the meadows alone and watch the blue sky. That probably would make this boredom gone away. Hahaha... yeah right. But seriously, I want to do that sometimes. It looks fun every time I watch a Japanese drama, there's always a scene when this one actor is laying in the meadow and he looks happy and calm. I want to try it too, but there are no meadows around my house. =,=

Btw, I'm truly sorry for those who are waiting for Teh Tarik by D_Naderian on her blog. I'm too lazy busy to write the next chapter, but I will start to write it again tonight. Lol... I've got so many complaints from Kak Dyah's readers 😆 And that's all for today. I'll post two or three chapters on Kak Dyah's blog tonight, please looking forward to it. Bye... ;)

Happy Birthday, Amanda!!

Amanda, huh? That's not even your real name, but you keep telling people that your name is Amanda, so yeah, I'll call you Manda in this post wkwkwk. It's been more than 2 years since you have been using that name. Haha... Happy birthday, one of my best girls. We've been together for almost six years. Wow... That's quite long, right? Btw, I've planned to go to your house tonight, right at your birthday, but for some (annoying) reasons, I have to postpone it until tomorrow, so for now, this is your birthday present ❤

I'm sorry because I couldn't come tonight. But I promise we will celebrate your birthday! Happy birthday. May all the best go with you. Oh, before you're leaving to somewhere in Europe (I forgot where do you want to go with your college choirs this year?), you must meet me to get the list of souvenirs that I want you to buy it for me 👀

JK.

Picture of the day: College Student, Young Intepreneur?

What a handsome boy. Very handsome, indeed. I definitely love the color of his outfits: The outfits are formal but did you notice his shoes? The sneakers that Keito wore really suits his style. That apple in front of him gives off some kind of college-student aura (and soon, he will be!!), young entrepreneur, something like that. A very cool young man. The way he holds the glass is naturally cool, don't you think? The background that looks like he's inside an old boring house makes this picture looks even more amusing to me. And to make it more perfect: Keito's expression. I can't put it into word, but his face is just so... so.... ❤❤❤ Ah, I love this photoshoot so much 😆 

Picture of the day: Yuya in suits

This is the first Picture of the Day that I've decided to add to my list on this blog. And of course, it has to be Yuya Takaki, the cutest, coolest, child-like boy and my forever bias~ He looks super handsome in this outfits. This look suits him so much. The white rose just adds the awesomeness. And the red rose on his left chest makes a point and stands out in an all-black outfit. I definitely love his hair which finally back to normal again. Why are you so cool, Yuya? 

I'm too 'dumb' to be serious

No, I really mean it. I can't use my brain to the fullest and I only use 50 percent of my brain's ability. I'm just too dumb because I never can focus on anything. When everyone becomes so critical about things, I will just stay quiet and thought, "oh dear, please take a chill pill..." 

Well, everything is not really important to me. I never really think about it. Why do I have such a weird and bad personality? I really can't take everything seriously. Well, I can be serious, only to things that related to my likes. I can be serious when it comes to friends, family, and my idols, hahaha and I can be very serious when I'm fangirling, which is so useless. I know that fangirling will only waste my time, but I can't stop it. It makes me feel happy, and I love being happy. My goal in this life is to be happy. Of course, we, humans, can't feel happy all the time. There are ups and downs in this life, in every human's life, but since... umm... years ago, I've decided myself not to think about my problems too much anymore, and I ended up never thinking about them, no matter how hard the problems I had, I always tell myself, "take it easy, just think that you will get it over soon. think about something else that makes you happy." and now I become a person who is very ignorant about my feeling. Is this bad? I really can't feel anything except a happy feeling. Is being happy forever bad? Why do I have to be such a weird person? Hahaha and while writing this, I'm enjoying myself with some Hey!Say!JUMP songs. I'm feeling even happier 😆