I keep blaming the bullying that I got when I was kid as the reason of me become such a mellow person. I think the truth is I'm just too afraid to open up and make peace with my life. I feel insecure and weak, yet I don't want to show it to everyone. People hate you when you're weak, so you have to be strong or at least pretend to be strong until you forget that you're pretending. Well, I really am trying to be strong, but sometimes it's too exhausting to be strong. Sometimes you just need a place to rest your mind and heart, but even just a media to write down your feeling will be a place for people to judge you. I don't know, but for some people, insecurity, no matter how small, is just a waste of time.
Do I even have to apologize for being a human? For having feelings? For being tired sometimes? It's kinda hurtful when someone you expect would accept you the way you are, do the opposite. And that's why we should never expect anything from a human.
Lesson's learned! :") We can't please other people and we don't live in this life to follow what others want us to do. We have the right to decide it ourselves. The most important thing is to be someone that we feel most comfortable, without forgetting the value of being a human.
Lesson's learned! :") We can't please other people and we don't live in this life to follow what others want us to do. We have the right to decide it ourselves. The most important thing is to be someone that we feel most comfortable, without forgetting the value of being a human.
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