ChatGPT

So, it's kinda frustrating nowadays that your writing is being accused as a writing from ChatGPT. To be honest, I don't even have that app installed on my phone. And I've been writing for so long, so is it my fault that my style of writing is apparently similar to ChatGPT? How can I prove it that it's the ChatGPT that copied my style of writing instead of the other way around?

That might be one of the little stressful things I experienced in my adult life. Work is not so difficult, but being accused of using it again and again makes me question my own ability now. Maybe I really am that bad at writing now? Maybe it's true that I'm not that talented anyway.

Here I go again with my bad thoughts, but what's the use of blog other than to let me release all these negative emotions, right? It's been a while, or years. Can't believe I've been writing here since I was a teenager. From the moment where I used all day to write to now being accused as a ChatGPT writer, I've come so far I guess.

Life still like that, or worse, because we have even worse government around the world who keep trying to ignore genocide in Palestine, and our own government are the most corrupted now with no punishment whatsoever. Life is hard, especially being an Indonesian. But I have no choice other than to keep on living, right? I tried to end my life before but I don't like the pain. So, I have to keep on living.

And I'm all alone now. No little brother. No big brother. No one. Just me. Trying to survive. Do you think I will be able to do it?

Of course.

But when will I be able to really live, rather than surviving?