This post is dedicated to you. Yeah, you, even though I know you will never read this post. Never.
We met. We introduced ourselves to each other. We talked a lot. We shared everything. A long-distance separates us. But I don't care. I love you. I don't know why. I felt really happy when you called me using that 'nickname'. I felt really happy when you attacked me with a lot of PING or BUZZ on BBM Messenger. I felt really happy when we finally met again, and you smiled. And I smiled. And we both smiled in embarrassment. I love the awkwardness between us. I love our laughter. I love our jokes. I love our time. I love you. That's it. I never want to ask for more. Never.
When you finally had a girlfriend, I still loved you, but our laughter was not as loud as it used to be. We don't talk anymore. I'm walking away. But it doesn't mean I don't care! I realized that my presence in your life would only hurt someone else. Someone who also loves you just like me. And I don't want to compare my feeling with hers.
This is not a goodbye nor the end of our friendship. I just need time to recover from my broken heart. May you always be happy, Mr. Wordless.
Mr. Wordless send me this at the last moment we talk. Beautiful view in his hometown. Thank you. |
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