When I try to show what I truly want and feel without saying anything, of course, no one will understand. The thing is... I'm also the kind of person who always feels hesitant and keeps everything to myself. In the end, I ended up hurting myself because I can't do anything about it. It becomes difficult to trust others, even those who are closest to me... I can't give them my 100% trust or faith in them because I feared disappointment and rejection. It's not even their fault. The fault is in me because I'm the one who decided to not tell them what I feel or think. And the fault is in me because I'm the one who decides everything in my life.
Maybe that's what life is, we can't expect it will go the way we always want it to be, and it's impossible for everyone to understand what we really feel. In the end, we can only trust ourselves, being indendent, strengthen ourselves, and stop depending on others.
So, why do I write this? I don't know, maybe to help me release some bad energy and to feel relieve because I can put this feeling into writing. Thank you for reading ❤
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