60 minutes phonecall

I rarely have a long phonecall. I even never called someone if it's not really important or necessary or emergency. I prefer talking face to face than having a long phone call, basically, because I don't know what to say on the phone. I rarely talk to people and I'm more of a listener. But hey... today, for the first time, I have the longest phonecall in my life. Eh, actually, the second time. First, when my friend, Maulida, called me because she had a big problem. We talked a lot on the phone, or more like she talked a lot and I listened and sometimes gave a response. I even called her twice after our call was cut due to the time limit. I called her again because she hadn't finished telling her problems. We talked for one hour and after we ended the call, I thought that it was the first time I have a long phone call.

 

Today, my friend Danty called me. She said she was bored at home and she wanted to go to my house but due to the long distance between our house, she decided to just call me because she felt lonely. Then, she started talking about her boyfriend and for an hour, I'm listening to her love problems. Sometimes I would say, "Oh... Be patient." or "Really, that's annoying." or "Well, I guess so..."

Lol... I just replied to her very long story with these short lines. Although sometimes I gave her advice when she asked me to, I really didn't talk too much.

"Why do you keep silent? Talk more... Tell me your problems too." She said after she finished telling me about her problems.

"Eh, I don't have any problems to tell."

"LIED. Don't you have something to talk about?"

"Err... Not really. Well, okay. Do you know where is Megaria?"

Lol... I ended up asked her the address of the mall that I'm going to go to tomorrow. I really don't know what to talk about on the phone. Maybe I'm a boring person. Why am I even writing this? I don't know. I just want to write it down, maybe someday in the future when I've become a good talker on the phone, I will laugh at this entry when I read it again. Just wondering when that day will come 😆

A.N.J.ELL Japan

Some people said they are not as handsome as the Korean version, huh? Well, I don't think so. This Japanese A.N.J.EL have their own charm, and their natural handsomeness is beautiful. Been watching Ikemen Desu Ne until episode 2, and I'm totally falling for these three angels. It's interesting to see their acting improved in each episode. Good job, boys. I always love Hikaru, but this drama makes my love for him grows bigger and bigger. And I didn't know that Fujigaya could be that adorable. He was like a wild lion before he cut his hair for this drama, and now he's turning into a cute cat 😆 And Tamamori... Dude, I've been liking you since the times of Gokusen 3, your acting has been improved so much in Ikemen Desu Ne. Well done... I'm proud of you. For some people, these three are newbies in acting because they haven't been in many dramas, but I have watched all of Hikaru's and Tamamori's dramas before, so they are not newbies for me. As for Fujigaya, he's just naturally amazing. These three are truly angels ❤

Looking forward to the next episodes of Ikemen Desu Ne. These there are truly ikemen, desu nee? :3

picture of the day - Dear Tegoshi...

OH, LOOK... HE REALLY IS AN ANGEL :P

Dear, Tegoshi...

I don't know why I'm drawn to you? Well, of course, I know. Your angelic voice. Your angelic smile. Your angelic face. Everything in you seems angelic. And people love angels, including me. You are one of the reasons I started listening to NEWS. The one who can be pretty and handsome at the same time, although for me, you are more often look pretty than handsome, lol. I'm listening to one of the best songs from Tegomass. I don't know what I want to write, though. I guess this is gonna be another unimportant fangirling entry, but I don't care. This blog is about my feeling and everything on my mind, and now you're filling my mind, you, and your voice. You are one of the best Japanese singers I know. You have something in your voice that always makes me feel relax and somehow I feel the warmth in my heart. Okay, about the picture. It was from Tegoshi's new CM. Instead of cool, the picture looks hilarious. And I can't help to post it 😆

This thoughts suddenly pops up in my mind at 2.30 am

Good Morning.

It's 2.30 AM in Indonesia, and I'm still awake like I always do. 

People around me, they are slowly but surely, have started to change themselves, in a good way. They have become more mature. Be mature is a good thing, isn't it? Somehow, it amazes me when I'm talking to one friend and sharing our opinions about many things, then I realized that the way my friend is thinking has become more mature. They become smarter and even their personality is not the same personality as I used to know. 

I'm feeling lonely, sometimes. But this is not their fault because moving on to be a better person is a good thing. It's just me who doesn't want to change myself, or maybe I'm not ready to be mature, yet. To tell you the truth, my brain is not interested when it comes to serious things, that is why I usually always quiet when I talk to my friends and they started talking about something like politics, science, and such.

I do not have any interest in such a topic, that is why I never try to know about those things, which is really a mistake, maybe, or maybe not. 

Doesn't mean that I haven't changed too. I have changed in a few things like I become more quiet day by day. I feel more relaxed when I'm alone. Now, I don't need anyone else to accompany me when I need to go to places like Mall or bookstore, because I'm enjoying myself traveling alone. Despite the fact that I don't want to disturb my friends who are really busy now and I don't want to disappoint myself when my invitation gets rejected, I'm getting used to being alone.

Btw, do not be like me. However, being together with friends is still way much better than being alone.

Not because I don't want to....

Currently, I'm downloading episode one of Orthros no Inu dorama. Hikaru played as a narcotic seller and he got quite an important role here, so I decided to give it a try. Takizawa Hideaki and Nishikido Ryo are the main characters. 

Ryuzaki Shinji is a mysterious and ambitious man with a wicked heart, who possesses the power to heal pain and illness with the touch of his hand. Aoi Ryosuke, on the other hand, is a high school teacher with a gentle heart, but who has the ability to kill with his touch. The two happen to meet, resulting in a battle of good and evil. (from dramawiki)

Interesting, isn't it? The only Nishikido's drama that I have watched was One Litre of Tears. Indeed, he did a great job in it, and I have heard so many compliments about Takki's acting. Although the main reason for me trying to watch this is Hikaru, Takki and Nishikido is also one of few Japanese actors that I respect. I hope my internet speed doesn't bully me 😐

Today, I chatted with Dewi, my high school best friend, on Facebook. She asked me to hang out with Putri and some other high school friends. I think it has been more than 10 times since she asked me to go, but I always refuse. I kinda feel guilty. Haha... I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry, but I really don't have money to hang out or play. And although they offer to treat me and such, I still don't want to. I don't want to depend on their money just because I want to have fun. What kind of friend I am? I cannot ask my parents to give me money since they have to pay for my college fee, and also my brothers, and other things. We're not in good condition and not at the right time to have fun outside, so, until I'm sure that my wallet is enough to accompany me going outside, I will stay home on this holiday. I still have saved money to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows though. I really need a part-time job. 

Kue Tanpa Nama

Hari ini, gue baru tidur jam 6 pagi dan bangun jam 2 siang. Iya, insomnia ini memang sudah amat sangat akut. Lalu, tiba-tiba Mama ngajak bikin kue. Dia baru beli alat panggang baru dan penasaran mau nyobain. Mama juga beli buku resep kue kecil yang berisi resep kue sederhana, tapi berhubung kita berdua terlalu males buat beli baking powder, rum, dan berbagai bahan ribet lainnya di supermarket, akhirnya buku resep kue itu nggak terpakai, hahaha. Gue dan Mama memutuskan untuk membuat kue sendiri, lho, dengan resep kita sendiri. Btw, gue dan Mama bukanlah ahli masak yang handal, jadi kita asal aja membuat kuenya dengan bahan-bahan yang bisa ditemukan di dapur rumah: Terigu, telur, gula pasir, mentega, susu cair. Campur semuanya lalu aduk sampai kental dan masukkan ke panggangan. Bisa dicampur mesis atau keju juga, tergantung selera. Gampang banget deh pokoknya. Nggak sampai dua jam juga selesai. Ini dia kue pertama buatan gue dan Mama ❤

Rasa kuenya masih terbilang standar sih, dan di panggangan pertama, kuenya gosong wkwk. Tapi kita berhasil membuat panggangan kedua pas. Gue memberi ide untuk memakannya dengan saus coklat, tapi berhubung yang ada cuma susu cair coklat, ya udah itu aja 😃. Rasanya lumayan enak, lho. Gue buat 3 piring, dan semuanya habis dilahap adik, Papa, dan dua sepupu, bahkan yang gosong pun juga habis, hahaha. Nggak tau deh mereka makan itu untuk menghargai atau memang karena merasa kuenya enak? 😏

picture of the day - Maruyama Shuu

credit to http://ryosuke-kun.tumblr.com/

Please ignore the words that are written on the picture. This expression of Hikaru (and another dark expression on his face in Kinpachi Sensei 7) was the reason I started paying more attention to him. The picture... can you feel the strong emotion on his face?! He played as a boy who suffered from drugs and a broken family and he was all miserable with no friends and don't believe in anyone, yet he's still trying to survive and stay strong. Okay, I'm not going to tell the details about his (very very awesome) character. I just really love how great he was in the drama, the drama that made me realized that Hikaru really is an amazing actor. Man, he was only 15 years old and it was his first drama, and he did a great job. I love the dark aura around him, it is very contrary to his true personality (cheerful, genki, etc) yet he could totally pull it off. I love this dude!