Well, I've been told by some people that me these days is kinda lame because everything I wrote, everything I tweeted, everything I talked, is about fangirling things. Maybe people think I should be more mature. I should care about something more useful. Because I'm not a 17 years old girl anymore.
Oh well, sorry if I'm not cool enough.
I do care about other things. I do have a dream. When I'm surrounded by my friends, I never talk about these fangirling things with them. We will talk about other things. I can even say I never ask them to like the things I like. When I tweeted or write about them, that's because I'm enjoying them all alone. I probably sound always exaggerating things when I write or tweeted about my fangirling, but hello... I've been on Twitter and blog for almost three years. Back then I only wrote about my daily life, and I couldn't find something more interesting to write about. Why should I fake myself by writing some awesome stuff while I don't really care about them? And I don't think my life is that interesting to write about. I mean, you expect me to write something like, 'I'm eating now,' or 'I'm so thirsty, now,' every day?
I write something that I care about, and the things I care about the most are family and friends. I always have good times while writing about them. Now, I care a lot about those Japanese idols. I actually love them, and how could you ask me to stop writing about things I care about, I actually know? There are friends of mine who always write about football, we can say that s/he's almost like me, just different subjects. But people don't mind that. But what's so different with the subject I write? Call me immature. I'm fine with that. This is me. If you don't like it, I don't really care either.
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Wow, I wrote this last night, and apparently, this post sounds very annoying. Ha ha ha... anyway, I've felt better now. Not everything you read is the reflection of my real life, okay. The image I want to put when people read my tweets or blog is: I'm a fangirl. That's all. So that's what you got. If you want to judge me, you better try to read my mind.
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it sounds angst-y haha. I kinda got a feeling that I was one of the people you mention on the first part of this post. Was I? Astaghfirullah, deeply apologize, please.
on one point though, I don't understand why you label such people who talks about science/politics as awesome. I kinda get a hunch that you actually think people who has no interest in those things aren't cool enough. Sorry cha, totally disagree with that. In my point of view, each and every single person has their own mind and personality, so I don't really think you should label someone awesome and the other not just by that.
whew, I talked too much, I must've made mistakes too much, too. Happy Ied Mubarak, then! Please do forgive me for any mistakes, and perhaps for this lengthy comment also. :)
First, yes, you’re one of those people who remind me to stop focusing my life on those Japanese boys XD but you’re not the reason I wrote this rants. It was actually my brother, which brother, doesn’t really matter :P I had a big fight with him after he deleted some precious videos in my computer and after that, I wrote this because he said something like, things I like are actually lame. ;__;
"on one point though, I don't understand why you label such people who talks about science/politics as awesome..."
I was trying to be sarcastic actually =,=
"I kinda get a hunch that you actually think people who has no interest in those things aren't cool enough."
I don't think so either, like I said, I was being sarcastic for people like my brother who thinks that way and other poeople who also think that way *getting confusing, I know :P
"In my point of view, each and every single person has their own mind and personality, so I don't really think you should label someone awesome and the other not just by that."
Exactly. Like I said, this entry was all about sarcasm and I really do have the same thought as you at this point about people :)
"I must've made mistakes too much, too. Happy Ied Mubarak, then! Please do forgive me for any mistakes, and perhaps for this lengthy comment also. :) "
You're not, actually :) Forgive me too for the inconvenience feeling you get when you read this rants XD Happy mubarok. Btw, I like long comment :P
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