Hold On

This post is going to be random and full of my rants, haha. At this kind of time, I thanked those who invented the internet. Though I only have 30 minutes to online through Facebook, Twitter, and also this blog, it really entertained me, it refreshed my mind, seriously. I mean, I spent almost the entire day in college and only come home to sleep, and must go back to college in the next morning to spend another 12 hours there, struggling with Trapara stuff. It's not easy to take care of 140 people for a month. The busiest month has finally come. November. Trapara 2012 and Midtest Semester. To tell you the truth, I don't even know which one should I prioritize more right now between college and organization, haha. Though my heart has chosen, my mind and logic told me that I shouldn't listen to the heart only because my responsibility is not only organization but also college.

I almost dropped. Some of my friends fell sick, lost voices, etc but we're trying our best to do what we have to do. Their spirit makes me want to do my best too. I'm sure this will give me great things in the future. The experiences I will gain insha Allah will be useful for me later. This is the process to be a better, stronger person. I often hear a voice inside my head that keeps telling me to just give up, but I keep refusing. I remember a saying, "If you're tired, just stop for a while, take a rest, but don't stop..." Thanks, Mabit Nurul Fikri for told me that. Ah, suddenly I miss Mabit and their awesome intelligent people 😔

I don't get paid for being this busy, but I'm sure Allah will pay me with something worthier than money. Experiences. How to socialize with people. How to work with people who have totally different personalities. To not be selfish and prioritize my personal ego. To know and understand people for their good and bad. To look at me in the mirror and introspecting my very own self. I just hope I could hold on and be strong. As long as I have Allah, I fear nothing. He will guide me and He will give me the strength that I need. 

Hmm... apparently, there aren't too much rants in here, haha. Positive thought wins!

Semangat, Kawan-Kawan Panitia Trapara 2012! 💗